Friday, 9 November 2018

Missed you.

Hi, im back with my sad emotion again :"). Hi sayangg, how are you? is everything okay? i miss you sayang. Rinduu sangat 😭 Rindu semua. hm i missed yr smile, yr laugh, your silly jokes, yr love. hm semua lah. Bila nk balik? lamanyaaa 😢 Busynyaa kat sanaa hm. I taktahu nk react mm mana sebab tahlah bercampur campur perasaan ni. Perasaan sedih sangat sbb jauh. Perasaan marah kenapa even busy sangat takkan 1 text pun tk boleh nk hantar. Perasaan bila sakit nak org yg sayang dekat dgn I. Perasaan rindu nk gurau semua tu. I don't know. Hm kenapa lah benda mcm ni blh seksa jiwa raga I. Its been 20days already without you, text from you even yr voice. I miss everything abt you sayang. hm banyaknya story nk cerita :") Tahu tak sekarang i buat semua benda sorang2, dulu awak hantar pg class, now I drive sorang2 pg class, I stay kt Starbucks for the whole day nk siapkan assignment, I lunch sorang2, kadang2 sampai tk makan pun sehari sebab tk rasa lapar pun. Kalau boring sangat, i pergi tgk wayang sorang2 pun jadilah haha, Dulu awk selalu layan sy meroyan craving nk mkn apa, sekarang sy craving apa2 sy senyap je, kalau teringin sangat baru pergi beli sendiri :"). Its so damn hurt you know tk blh ws semua and you pun kena pura2 hadap dgn tenang mcm okay je tk sedih pun padahal haih. I know busy sebab kerja bukan sebab lain tapi I still tk blh. But at least i try I tak ws apa pun I tknk kacau diaa sibuk. So hari2 i harap dia ws. hari2 bila phone bunyi I harapkan ws datang dari dia :") hm i miss you so much sayang 💔 Balik cpt okay? I tunggu.
Iloveyouuu 💗